Ayoko na.

I'm tired. I want to stop. I need to stop...

So stressed, so drained, so exhausted. I just want to give up. It's not fun anymore, actually it never was. I'm not happy with what I'm doing. I having nightmares every night and I wake up every morning breaking out in a cold sweat. I have trouble breathing, my chest hurts. It feels like the world is closing in on me. The pressure is too much to handle.

How can the others take this inhumanity? Am I alone? Day in, day out I am experiencing this unending wave of exhaustion and desperation. This has got to be the closest thing to purgatory on earth, neither in hell nor in heaven, waiting to be sentenced by the heartless and merciless accounting examiners.

There's only one thing that I can do. I have to take matters into my own hands. This has to end. Right here, right now. To the others, be strong...

I'm leaving this sadistic abyss of torture...


... for 30 minutes to eat. Kailangan ko lang ng merienda, kayo naman o. Ano ba akala nyo? Ang sakit na rin ng pwet ko sa kakaupo e. Anyway, sorry kung may na-offend sa pic, alam ko naman kung gano kaseryoso ang bagay na yan.

Honestly though, and surprisingly, I am enjoying the review. Masaya naman e. Nakakatamad nga lang, at nakakapagod din. Ambabastos kasi ng ibang reviewers e, tsaka daming cute sa CPAR, pero di sing-cute ng nasa 61 Almaciga (oh yeah! galing bumawi, it's an art form, FYI, address to ni Ros) Anyway, gayahin ko na lang yung iba na di muna magkukuwento ng mga pangyayari sa review. Buti pa si Jay at si Joy, may na-blog na ng konti. Balik aral na ulit, malapit na preboards. Good luck!

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On another note, Jack Black fan pala ako, primarily because of his music. He's the other half of Tenacious D. Kaya gusto ko panoorin yung "Nacho Libre" kahit according to Mak and Janrich, basura ang trailer. Well, I don't care. Pero nakakainis kasi di ako sinama ng kapatid ko manood. At least inuwian nya ko ng Nacho Libre mask. Okay naman daw, though medyo na-influence ko sya kay Jack Black. Yung isang kilala ko naman, sabi nya funny naman daw. Pero Jack Black fan din. So hindi rin objective.

Baka panoorin ko this Sunday, after preboards. Maghahanap muna ako ng kasama, ayaw kasi ni Ros e. Kung ako biased FOR JB, sya biased naman AGAINST JB. Naturn-off siguro sa mga "Shut up! Fuck you! You fuckin' dick!" at "And then I'll fuckin fuck you discreetly..." lyrics ng mga songs nila (na lagi ko namang pinapatugtog).

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On a final note, here's a first look at my all-time favorite Marvel character. 2007 seems so far away. It feels like a year from now. Hehe. This looks like the bell tower scene where Eddie Brock first encountered the symbiote that would make them turn into Venom! Acutally, many people are complaining why Topher Grace (Eric Foreman of That 70's) is playing the role. In the comics and the animated series, Eddie Brock is huge, like a body-builder. For me, it's better because it's more realistic. Is there a journalist/reporter who looks like Arnold Swarzenegger? Anyway, the symbiote theoretically would enhance the physical characteristics of its host, so it may be possible that he'll grow some mass afterwards.

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